uncertainty

i mailed him a prayer
masked as a rare book
hoping that it… that he
would return to me
and my certainty
would be enough
for the both of us

he was my lesson
on reciprocity

since then
i’ve released him
to his highest good

borg broke down
faith into four roots:
belief…. assensus
trust… fiducia
commitment… fidelitas
and vision… visio

despite my many heartbreaks
i still believe in love
i still trust
in Divine timing
committed to a vision
that i feel more than i see
these days
i’m discovering
the peace
the Joy
the beauty
the faith
living…breathing… being
in uncertainty